Wentworth Miller has revealed he tried to commit suicide at 15-years-old as he struggled to keep his homosexuality a secret. 温特沃斯·米勒透露了他15岁时挣扎于隐瞒自己的性取向曾试图自杀。

The 41-year-old actor made the shocking revelations during a speech at the Human Rights Campaign Dinner in Seattle on Saturday night。这位41岁的演员周六晚上出席在西雅图举办的人权活动晚宴上演讲时透露这一令人震惊的事情。

'The first time I tried to kill myself, I was 15,' he added. 'I waited until my family went away for the weekend. I was alone in the house and I swallowed a bottle of pills。

'I don’t remember what happened over the next couple of days, but I’m pretty sure come Monday morning, I was on the bus back to school pretending everything was fine.'“我第一次试图自杀是在15岁，”他补充道，“我等到周末家人都出去了，只剩我独自一人在家，然后我吞下了一整瓶药。接下来的几天我也不记得发生了什么，但是我很确定周一的早上，我坐上了公交去学校假装什么都没有发生过。”

Saturday's speech also saw Wentworth discuss why he was reluctant to discuss his sexuality during Prison Break's four year run. 周六的演讲中米勒也谈论了在出演《越狱》期间他为什么不愿意在公众面前公开他的性取向。

'In that time, I gave thousands of interviews,' he told the audience. 'I had multiple opportunities to speak my truth which is that I was gay. “在那段时间，我接受了很多采访，”他告诉观众，“我有很多机会讲出我是同志的真相。”

'But I chose not to. I was out to family and friends and people I learned to trust but publicly I was not.I chose to lie - when I thought about the possibility of coming out, how that might impact me and the career I worked so hard for, I was filled with fear. Fear and stubborn resistance that had built up over many years.' “但是我选择了隐瞒。我告诉了我的家人，朋友和一些我信任的人这个事实，但是对于公众，我选择了说谎-当我想到讲出真相可能产生的后果，以及会怎样影响我和这么多年辛苦努力的事业，我内心充满了恐惧。恐惧和内心顽强的抵抗让我沉默了这么多年。”